Sons of Thunder

Its tough being a (pk) Preachers Kid because so much is expected of you or back in the day it was. People expected you to conduct yourself a certain way and had great expectations of you because of your parents. I'm from the old school you might say, born in the early forties and a baby boomer. Of course my parents expected as much from me also, and its tough being made to go to a place (the church) where you really don't want to go in the first place. But growing up as I did in a strict christian family with values and morals and christian teaching I was forced to go the house of worship from birth up to age 17 when I joined the US Army and started my as I thought adult life leaving the demands of church and parents as I thought behind. The same principles I thought I'd left behind I found in the military far from home and a bunch of people to enforce them.

I returned home from the military without hurt or harm coming to me, however by the time I was 20 years old I'd had numerous sexual encounters with much older women then myself, many married, single, divorced, widowed, I didn't care. I knew better because I'd been taught better, but I was rebellious against my parents and the church. I was going to do it my way and did for many years until a change occured in my life. God found me and made me a changed person, and I became born again.

You see sex almost costs me my life several times, being in the wrong place at the wrong time, being with the wrong person in the wrong place. Trying to be a know it all at a young age was fun but highly stupid on my part. Been there, done that and as I look back over my life, I see where God kept this fool out of trouble and alive. Been through three (3) marriages that didn't work so I've learn to be content in whatever state I find myself. Loneliness isn't so bad, I've been alone most of my life. I find it hard to love after so many affairs, the trust is betrayed and the heart is broken over and over. As I grow older each year I keep saying to myself maybe this is the year of change in my life! These are just my comments on the subject. Thanks you for yours.

I was guilty as hell, but I repented and asked God's forgiveness and I feel better. But thats just and my comments.